‘Dispersed love’ or ‘love
and ties’
Legend says that when imprisoned
before his death, St. Valentine wrote a letter to jailer’s daughter and signed
below as ‘From your Valentine’. Is it real that although decapitated on the
next day, he was still not brave enough to express ‘Send you sweet love, Love
your Valentine’, or ‘Send you affectionate love, Love your valentine’. No, it
was not. The reason why he alluded like that is for the girl he loved to fill
in that blank. In fact, she was thoughtful and confessed ‘He really wanted to
live with me forever.’
Women usually try to find out why true
love always runs away from them. If love is unsuccessful, we easily recognize a
comfort that no-one loves us than ourselves. It seems that there are many women
still waiting for their own true men.
I do not know how you think, but I am
really bored with being an odd maid and desperately wait for lover, which is so
uncomfortable and illusive. The matter is that in the world, there are about
three women for a man. Certainly, there are a few girls who are lesbians, marry
in polygamy, or do not hesitate to say goodbye to their current love. Whatever
it is, the fact is that the number of men in the world does not increase.
However, it is the story of male, not
a big problem for women as us.
So, quit waiting for love, in stead of
that, love things around yourself. For example, drink a hot glass of coffee –
every time smell coffee, my heart beats faster, a few people says it is heart
rhythm disorder, but I liken it as love rhythm. Or, love your shoes – once they
fit you, they will not leave you, just like intimate friends, right? Or, accustom
to some impetuous wine – how many times you scroll yourself in a blanket with
your favorite book and are tipsy by a bottle of Bordeaux? When drinking wine,
you are yourself, which makes you more lucid, lovelier, and more humorous. And
if you burn into tears, there is no-one stopping you from maundering during the
night.
If you expect something livelier,
consider some lovely puppy. In cold weather, at least you will have something
to stroke. That is the reason why I have a very lovely puppy named Gus. I do
not have to ask what it is thinking about since I know it is an unprejudiced
puppy, while every time sitting next to some guy, I have to rack my brain so
that I can find out the way to know his thought.
I have to admit that I used to have a
strong attachment to a guy that is an extreme perfectionist. For example, when
we sit side by side, he will turn on all fire alarm system although there is no
cooking at the kitchen. Certainly, I am smart enough to know that time is
mainly for body desire. My own experience shows that once you take your lover
to home and live with him more than two weeks, you have to stand him in 24 hours
every day and accept that half of your house is belong to him. This is so
disadvantageous, right?
In short, I do not want any ties in
love or life, even signing phone contract sometimes makes me panic.
I just have advice for abandoned women
that remember love is similar to a kind of commerce where deceit is covered by
sparkling cards from companies, and do not comfort yourself by the story of
sloppy Saint with sweet love before the night he was put into death.
And if my advice still does not make you
satisfied, be happier because of upcoming Easter holidays, and it is time women
recognize their true love with chocolate.
